Oh myyyy....

The urge of cursing......... while I need to study for other paper
so.

$#&#&$$&$%&$^##@

The title was originally "Rojak Post" because I have so much to update in this space. I even have the photos resized and uploaded into the web album but I am just the queen of procrastination or another correct term "lazy bum" -- I haven't got the entry plan in my head yet/ I don't know how to start my blog post/ I love to read blog than writing one.  

Planned to update about my graduation but as you can see enthusiasm dies off pretty soon (part of the reason is I didn't have a functioning camera so I will only be grabbing photos from facebook) so I am here to update about the wedding I attended YESTERDAY! Never this efficient blogger before. I have so much backdated entry to type out but I figure out I should do this first since it's the first time I attended a full day wedding. A lot of my cousins are getting married as what you can see from my tagged photos but I always attend the banquet at night only. 

SO, Pics with captions and I will blabber along the way! 
Caption above pics.

My cousin (表姐) while we are waiting for the auspicious hour, for the groom to 进门接新娘. 

Again, I didn't capture any pics because my camera battery overcharged and therefore super short battery life.  *Blame my sis who is a nincompoop on IT-products* 

So, no pic for us tricking the groom and his 兄弟团.  Yeah us cause I am in it too! Although I never contribute any idea but I got angpaos too! haha 

Bride and groom served tea to my parents. Saw the pro DSLR? Yeah all the nice photos are with him. But I don't know him at all I wonder if I can get the photos though. 

And I got angpaos from the groom! He's super funny la hahaha. I think he looks funnier than a comedian, he can just don't do anything and I will burst into laughter just by looking at him! LOLS but it's true!  Needless to say while he tries to be funny. 

It seems like no one is looking at the camera but we all did. But looked at the pro DSLR. Which I couldn't get them the photos. 

Me fanning the baby. She is so fat so nice to pinch!!  But she'll start crying if I do that. 

The baby put everything into the mouth including polystyrene disposable plate..

And then we went on to the groom's old house, new house and continued to take more photos. Yeah all with the photographer. 
It was super fun! We got drivers from the groom's side to take us here and there all we need to do is to pick the car that we like. The first time I got a driver who is super act cool and boring. with shades, all he did was driving, acting cool and I feel so embarrassing while hyping about Korean Dramas with my younger cousin. Haha.  

Then we randomly went into another car and that time it was fun! The guy is apparently older, perhaps by one round, but he's talkative so do I. LOL. Talked all the way until he couldn't catch up with other cars and have to call but anyway, it is such a pleasure.  

And the photographer (who is one of them from 兄弟团) asked me to take a photo with my driver because he claimed that my driver is an artist and he released 2 albums before. Serious?  
I have never seen him in my life before. LOL.
Yeah the pic is taken by the pro DSLR I won't get to show my driver's face.

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~Banquet~ 

The food was so so and the lightings were mehhhhh cause it made the pictures turned out to be sooooo yellowish.  Ish.

A pic of my mum and her aunty in case you feel sick looking at my face.

Taking a break from looking at my face! My Dad!!  He looks so pink-ish. Lousy lightings or effect of alcohol? 

Michelle, my 表嫂 and her princess. I feel like calling the babygirl marshmallow I have no idea whyyyy.  she is so cuteeee!

My bro taught me how to do 翻白眼! He is the expert in this kind of boh liao mee kia.

Roll eyes #1
Do it with me! Why are you laughing? 

Roll eyes #2

Roll eyes #3

Last one: My next FB profile pic! haha but I don't want my grad pic to be replaced so soon. 

Gotten many many angapaos from the groom. LOL. I wonder why he gave me so much. Big shoutout to 章生! Thanks for the angpaos and stay sweet with my cousin!

And I shall end this post with this:

Say 'awwww! so cuteee!!' with me!

Have a great day! 

Ended my two months attachment in CMC today! Normally people will look forward to end their job as soon as possible and just wandering around and waiting for weekend to come. But then I had a wonderful time there! It is so fun that I get to work and talk to company director, PHDs, engineers and many many fun people! I would rate it 15/10!

I will update more on this soon!

Just wanna pen down what I feel at this time. Actually I am starting to miss all those people even though it's 11pm now and I left the company at 6pm.... -___-

I am not even exaggerating. 

Time flies. =(

Much much ramblings on my mind. But I will stop typing bimbo rantings for awhile, let's pray for the world.

I think I shouldn't put in any effort to get it since it has been decide internally. It doesn't matter whether I am there, or not because others are more capable, or much good-looking. Perhaps, I should Thank God already since he let me involved in this. Involved is good enough for me already, don't hope for more.

Like, I didn't put in effort to get and achieve this.
Like, okay so this is enough for you, you're so bloody insignificant you just have to stay down there and watch.
Like, I will know everything and I need not to be updated cause you're the one that will shine and selfish as hell yet no one will notice it.

So the problem is appearance, ability, or personal character? This is so unfair.

I am not moody. I am just hating myself for being so naive, so useless, so ugly.